Friday, October 29, 2010
My life has been pretty much hectic, crazy, and busy for the past 8 months now. I've have learned so much in such little time. Since March of this year I've know that I am pregnant. My ex, that I was with at the time, decided that he just didn't love me anymore that was in July. Since then he has never put forth the effort to be a part of things. I've known since about August that I am going to place my baby, MayLynn, girl for adoption. She deserves everything in the world. She deserves a dad that will be a part of her life, and a mom and dad who love each other. Also the priesthood in the home. Knowing that I am going to be a birth mom has been one of the hardest things that I go through each day. It's because I love her that I am doing this. It's going to be thee hardest thing ever, but I know she'll be happy. She'll have an amazing mom and dad, Rachel and Jared, and 2 awesome sibilings, Morgan and Mckay. I know she's going to grow up to be beautiful, and accomplish amazing things. I plan to continue to be a part of her life as much as I can. She will have so many people who love her. This is going to be thee hardest sacrifice ever! But she is worth for every last bit of it! I feel like Jared and Rachel are family, and I know that they will love her so much!