2 years later...

I never would have believed 2 years ago that everything would be this perfect. May just turned two years old on the eighth of this month. She is the most beautiful girl! A little about myself is I just got engaged this past summer, and will be married to the most wonderful man in March. He accepts that I am a birthmom and he is so supportive! Yes May will be a flower girl! We bought her sister, Morgan, a dress that matches all of my niece's dresses. The adoption is still very open and will always be. I was able to talk to little miss on her birthday. Her little jibberish is the cutest thing ever. I know I have not wrote in a very long time but I'm going to try every month to keep everyone updated!

Done

Don't know how to heal from it anymore. I've been trying... Trying so hard. But my heart always feels broken and numb. It's the best for her, and I wouldn't change it for the world. I'm just done trying to heal when every step I take I get pushed 5 miles back. So I'm just going to live my life. Try to be happy, and put myself around people that make me happy. The best I can do I feel like I already did. And that was for her. I love you always and forever!

MayLynn

I can not wait to see her in May. She is 3 and a half months old! Where has the time gone by?? I never knew how much I could miss someone.. I can not wait to see her smile, and hold her. I know that when she gets here she'll be pretty busy! Wish I had a video camera thing so I could hear her. It stinks not being able to hear her coo or to see her smile. But I love love LOVE that she does all of this. She is happy! Love and miss you May